Friday, December 11, 2009

it's okay

it's okay to be awake on the west coast
it's okay to jerk off and listen to odd blood
it's okay to only eat cough drops for 3 days
it's okay to reconnect with the ex who can make you more miserable
than anyone else has ever done

it's okay to have a pair of high heels under your bed
it's okay to wash your fingernails down the drain
it's okay to solicit sex at 2 a.m. in 10 degree weather
it's okay to watch old war movies and sob uncontrollably about never
knowing your grandfather or knowing what war is like

it's okay to be a vegetarian without moral objections
it's okay to wish you were very very rich and could be on drugs all day
it's okay to say faggot and gay and cunt and nigger if you're ironic
but maybe all the time too because they're just words and no one knows what you mean
it's okay to live in patterns
it's okay to break patterns

it's okay to hug your brother in the driveway and cry
it's okay to be afraid to know more about your grandmother
it's okay to wish your father had been more traditional with you
it's okay to want to shoot a gun into the sky
it's okay to hate every single human being you see at the shows because
they have no fucking clue what a good show is

it's okay to be human
it's okay to be human
it's okay to be
it's okay

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